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Wednesday, 21 August 2013

suay

one after another, obstacles abound.
that's the price to pay for a dream.
after returning from Thailand I was all geared up to start a new profession.
I had 5 clients line up and ordered my stuff online. i even found a small shop space at little india at an affordable rent. then things fell apart slowly..
the studio space fell through. landlord wanted half the rent crom the sub tenant. so i went to plan B and asked a friend to let me do it At his house. the day after that he got into an accident at blair road. then my stuff didnt arrive. unfortunately I ordered from the wrong supplier. after waiting for 20 days they came up with a lame excuse and said my package was returned for some reason. now they are refunding me the money and I'm left with no equipment and 20 days gone. all the clients are gone.
why is this happening? on the bad side it's probably cos of impulsive moves and decisions.
which on the good side is just a reminder to myself to not rush things and move one step at a time. 
maybe it's just cos of the ghost month.. I feel even more negative these few weeks. down to my last 100 bucks for the rest if the month. thing will hopefully work out next month when the air is clearer from all the smoke and paper burning. and now my brother might have black gum disease.. I hope he'll be alright and it's just a mild infection.


Sunday, 30 June 2013

The countdown!!!

YAY! 13 more days before i fly off to Thailand for my tattoo course!

Yes you heard me! Tattoo training! HAHAHAHAHA!

No I unfortunately do not have any tattoos on my body..YET. Why? because I can't fucking decide on what to do and plus I keep changing lines and jobs that tattooing anywhere visible could be problematic.

Anyways, they're not excuses. It's seriously just that I couldn't find a design or phrase that I would love to wear for life.

Soon though. I'm thinking sometime this week I'll try a tattoo session somwhere. Still narrowing down on where and who. and of course the design.

It's hopefully gonna be an exciting 14 days in Thailand. And I really can't wait.

I don't expect to be an expert at anything. Just being able to learn an ancient and awesome artform is good enough for me.

Not cheap though.. $1700 for the course plus whatever expenses I'll need to makan and travel around. Accomodation is free. but I'll be paying and additional 1000 baht at the artist's house for an air conditioned room.

cant' wait!!!! countdown time!!!!

Saturday, 4 May 2013

just LMAO

was doing some therapeutic online shopping at gmarket and came across this that just cracked me up.
kangkang nasi.. WTF. not sure if it's comforting to know that koreans have started learning malay.

Monday, 29 April 2013

Friday, 26 April 2013

my antique obsession




painting 1



unfinished business

 before
after

It's still unfinished until now.
the canvas is cursed! 

my life thus far

I've been engrossed in a new setting; a re-setting of sorts. i did have a post before this one describing my new year. such a constrast to the year before. i told dan that i felt like dying. i think it was more of a methaphorical death. one that i've felt coming for some time.

After much emotional upheavel, I resigned (physically and metaphorically) to a new line of living. i gave up my rented room at kembangan. i quit my job and i still haven't reactivated my facebook. it feels good to be free from burden. no job, no psycho, no rents, nothing.


i don't know what possessed me but one thing led me to another, i did find that job and i enrolled in a 5 week certificate in culinary arts programme.

My culinary arts course at At-sunrice academy.

 yeap, we all had to wear hair nets and the chef uniforms.
not really succulent guys and delectable gals.. some of us going to reach expiry date. 

all amazed by the fire in the pan.. a sure fire way to get 
a charcoal flavour on your chicken.
An afternoon in the kitchen wiping up melayu cuisine. the guy on the right was an MMA instructor.
we came from all walks of life. guy on the left.. business investor.
 the process for washing a floor properly in a kitchen... yup pay $1100 for 5 weeks for sai kang work. the road to nirvana. besides floor, we had windows, table tops, walls, dishes, floors and drains.
 Practiced like siao for this dish for the exam - stewed chicken with mushrooms and chestnuts. 
cook until sien.
Thai pineapple fried rice.
5 weeks of hell and finally at "graduation" day.. a picture with the elected favourite instructor -
Chef Macdonald.

On graduation day with Chef Sam. 
really interesting to meet these guys.
interaction on all diffferent levels and great personalities.
  
It was hell going thru 16 hour work days. 8am to 2pm everyday school. then 3pm to 11pm working at the cafe. wearing hair net in the morning and then safety boots in the afternoon.. work until a bone in my right wrist started popping out. jialat.

after 5 weeks, it was over. and the cafe is turning up a few funny characters too. good folk. the gossip and politics come fast and furious but discipline is pretty instantaneous too. one restaurant manager got booted out within 3 days. that's a pretty long story but it's definitely one for the books.


 the jokers trying on chef bob's 4XL jacket. either they're too small
or bob's too big. and kinda gay la.

 every week there's a big dose of adorable babies! all abandoned
and looking for loving families. luckily these 3 darlings were adopted within days 
of each other. yeap need a hair cut. i think i'm genetically unable to maintain long hair. 
 
  our naughty boy got a taste of "captain masking tape"! sing some more aerosmith! i tape you to the tap next time.


the gang of brothers.. these darlings get walked without leashes. amazing. and there's a scottish fold that walks with them also. the border collie - sable - has some problems with his back legs.. but such a kind soul.



 handsome pegeot. aaah! if only i had my own space. i would grab him and bring him home. so friendly and such a sweet heart. why can't humans be this way? look at his eyes!
 so anyways, that's been a great 2.5 months of exciting experiences and interesting personalities and alot alot alot of FURRBALLS!

next on the list - my tattoo course in sukhumvit bangkok. will be a 2 week training to be a tattoo artist. of course it will take 100 times longer then that to be a proper tattoo artist but it's a start.

still pondering on a course of action for my professional life. need some soul searching. i guess probably this year will be a lot of experimentation.

for the time being, got an out of the blue request for a custom painting. will finish it by tuesday next week. too bad i've been working morning shift this past 2 weeks. not much sunlight left by the time i get home. and i'm running out of space for this monster piece of canvas. interestingly enough, the original is 1/100th of the size. good luck to me. more texture!!!


i have decided that after working as a cook that cooking per se is not my passion. working as a cook however, is rather good for me at this point. however, i will give it a little while longer to decide. cafe will be closed for 2 weeks for renovation. 

will be signing up at my brother's gym to get myself in shape and hopefully in time for my birthday which is also in 2 weeks. i don't expect anything at all from anyone, and i'm sure i won't be.. just being happy with my own body and life at this point of time is more then i can wish for. being free from any kind of parasitic relationship, free from paying rent for a place i don't love, being surrounded by people that make me laugh and animals that make me feel such happiness - that's a big improvement from 2 years ago. 

it's been good so far. let's hope that i will be living for the next year ahead with no ill health and plenty more experiences. 


happy thoughts for an anticipated change.